Started off great, doing Mama Rosa’s makeup for her bday. :) Classes were easy, and subs like the whole day. Lunch, was great Jordon got some panda express for us. Then after school, bought ice cream and was just watching my shows when Justin called me and told me things…haha highlight of my day. :) All I gotta say is,” I was fucking right, don’t mess with me bitch. Smh...
Last night. Amazing. Talking to you. I’m so glad I met you.
I know I messed up. People make mistakes that they regret and thats the case here. I finally got the courage to tell you I regret it, but what do you do, you push me away even more and you proved to me I was right in the begining. Your the same as all of them. It’s useless to try with you. I’m too much tired of it all.
It’s pointless of me to even try with you. You say you want me and you say something else. I don’t know what to believe. Your hopeless. I’m tired of putting effort in a lost cause. You can’t say I gave up too quick cause’ I didn’t, I gave you so many chances and you proved to me that I shouldn’t have given to you in the first place. I’m tired....
Sometimes I wish I never let you go. Even though things were never official between us, I did really like you, but I felt like we drifted and you found someone else so I left heart out in the open for another to take. Your amazing and I wish I never let you go. I’m stupid.
I’m upset. Why do you need to be a crusty burnt ass hoe and always have to try to steal people away from me or be better than me? No, honey, sorry to break it to you but no one likes you, they just pity you.